Carli's birthday

it sounds morbid to call this kind of birthday a "celebration". but, it was a celebration. as hard as it might be to imagine, the day Carli was born was a happy day and it is worth celebrating. just like any parents, we were happy to meet her. we were excited to see who she looked like. we wanted to hold the baby we had been bonding with over the past few months. of course, the day still had sadness, because she was already gone. but, it wasn't all tears as some would think.

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