angels :)

since my last post was so negative and depressing, i wanted to share a thought that made my day a little brighter.


i was watching Eden sleep. she tends to smile and giggle a little when she's sleeping, so i like to try to catch those moments. today, she started giggling, and i managed to get a picture of a smile with my phone.

i sent the picture to ray, and then continued to watch her sleep. i started wondering what she could possibly be dreaming about that was so funny. i posted the picture to my facebook with the caption "what do babies dream about?"


knowing my friends, i figured someone would comment something like "boobs". but, the first comment was "Angels :)". it was from a lady who lost her son to hydrops in the late 90's. i felt like she had thought about this before; like she had watched her rainbow baby sleeping, and come up with the idea that she must be playing with her big brother. i like that idea. it definitely made me smile.