day ten.

  if you have rainbows or older children do they know and remember your angel(s)?

i talked about my older girls yesterday. so, of course they know and remember Carli. they spent a lot of time talking to my belly, and trying to feel Carli move. they remember.

Eden is too young to know anything about Carli, yet. i do read her the books "someone came before you" and "something happened"- but she doesn't know what they're about. she will, someday. 

we (the girls and i) talk about Carli enough that Eden will know her. i don't expect her to have the same feelings as the rest of us... after all, she didn't experience Carli's death. but, she will know Carli as her big sister that we were never able to bring home. she will know she is our "rainbow baby"... but i will be sure to not let that overshadow who she is as an individual.